i was not able to meet my expectations and of the others. i felt pressured. i see other competitors was doing well rather than me. i lost trust to myself and did not to it well throughout the end. they were all disappointed and just making sarcastic appreciations. i just smiled to it but it was really hurting! i just can’t hold my emotions anymore and my tears are starting to flow like endless. everybody went panic and shocked what’s happening to me.

despite of my drama (haha) i know who are the true one’s to help me in the middle of darkness.

Lesson learned? just appreciate what i have and do not focus on what i don’t have.